its been so long i had been moved by anything. i had been thinking alot about what is important about being here on earth. it is weird to think like this.
what the heel i am doing... procastinating....procastinating....
"what am i waiting for?what am i stopping myself? why am i blogging? aren't i busy? why am i feeling so negative all alone? why?" i thought.
i am still reading, this time i started to pick up books that i had been avoiding all along, i had been visiting website that i find it boring or wasting time.
world news: port-au-prince, this earth quake has destroy all the buildings and homes. many lost their jobs, many lost their love one, there are continuous news report that the Haitian went hungry and thirsty. because of food, they search for food provided from the relieve team. many fought, most of them hugged their bags of food and not surrender to the bullies. lots of weak child was stepped when they are trying to get the foods.they fall sick and some gotten stucked under the buildings. some people still digging for lifes,hope for miracle,they choose not to give up so easily. leaders around the world speak up for people in haitian, to help out, to show they care.
depressed, angry,devastated, upset..... just because of this simple reason: no one can meet the contentment for the people in haitian despite the extra effort from countries. what is to do if no one care? what can i do other than flipping newspaper, reading news online?
everyone is able to make a little different, but it will change the world if everyone contribute a little each time.
i will pray for you~~~ Haiti
